Hello, I'm good for nothing -

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-12-06T20:25:00

2005-12-07T01:26:23Z

I thought I posted this forever ago but I have moved to emokid__wannabe Please add me kthnx

&hearts

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-07-27T11:53:00

2005-07-27T21:10:42Z

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Dark and cut short.
Clothes:	As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:	Control over the weather
Special Features:	Cat ears and tail
Sidekick:	None, you have no need for a sidekick.
Attitude:	Cool, calm, and collected. You rarely lose your composure, so when you do, it's pretty amusing.
Weapon:	Power glove

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Evil Poke Opportunity

(Nice job... you are obviously very cool. Or you cheated.)

What would your band be named

E:

Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile

Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet

Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."

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Your Moulin Rouge Status: by pinkrobelover
Your Name:
Your deepest secret:	You've locked Christian in your closet.
The Bohemian Ideal You hold true to most is:	Truth
Your Job at the Moulin Rouge:	Snake charmer
What the customers think:	You're kinky.
Favorite Quote:	"Above all things I believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a many-splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love!"

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You scored as Mulan.

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Mulan

80%

Aladdin

75%

Beauty & the Beast

65%

The Lion King

55%

Sleeping Beauty

35%

Alice in Wonderland

30%

Which Disney Cartoon Are You?
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 55% of the Population

If you scored...

80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's Your Attitude?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Mysterious/Hiden

Your eyes are mysterious or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend.

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"

Romantic Kiss

Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

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God of Bloody Death
Gothic, dark, and a bit violent. Or, you could be a bit slutty, seductive, and dark. You go for the more goth type look complete with reds and blacks. You like death, it's cool to you. You escort those who have died a brutal or bloody death to their place of...well, their place, not much rest there.

Take the quiz: "Which God or Goddess are you?"

From witches who could change into cats with magic
spells, to tribes of anthropomorphic tigers
living in the jungles of Malaysia, to
bloodthirsty werecats of Japan who would prey
on humans for sustenance, tales of werecats
rival their more well-known werewolf cousins in
number.

As a werecat, you are aggressive, fiercely
independant, short-tempered and prone to
violent outbursts. You can also be very kind
though, by protecting those you care for from
those who wish to do them harm. Those who
befriend you are very lucky (as long as they
stay on your good side!)

Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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Your Japanese Name Is...

Takako Suzuki

What's your Japanese Name?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.

You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.

Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You like the sweet, shy type.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Kurobara Tsukikage: Oh my. Someone definitely
handed you a bad deck of cards. You're cynical,
angry, and deeply hurt by something. You've
created a fortress around your heart that very
few people can get through and it has left you
bitter and cold.But when people get close
enough, they'll see that you're really
protective and loyal.Plus you're secretly a
softy.

Which Primary are you?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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sigh sigh sigh

2005-07-19T18:56:41Z

Wow. I've been quite busy lately.

Firstly I joined the comm dark_manor so I've been doing a lot of stuff for my journal for that (adamlazzara___ look how pretty!).

Then I went to a Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince release party on Friday night with Heather, Steven, Lexa, and Jessy. It was actually a lot of fun. I wish I could have gotten the book that night (*kicks mother*) instead of having to wait until Sunday morning *grr*. But it was still a lot of fun. Heather ran off to be with her geeks pretty fast so Steven and I sat by the magazines and listened to my iPod for a while. It was fun because we got to beg Heather for some money so we could buy dinner for us. Sushi = way too expensive. So we went to the pizza place and listened to the guys there bad mouth the HP geeks which was very amusing.

When we got back I was able to talk to this really cool girl Caren (or Karen I don't remember >_>;; Sorry) who is into slash *cheer*. She showed me some really good slash mangas that I'm so buying. Gravitation and Fake I believe they were called. The ones in the plastic looked tasty. Hah then Steven befriends this 22 year old woman and a 35 year old woman who talk to us until midnight. Alexa and I had to go home book-less. Poor us.

The next day I went to my dad's and went to some cheap party for my half brother and half sister. The reason it was cheap was a) they combined Matthew and Madison's birthday's together despite the 25-ish day difference between the birthdays. b) they only had one, very boy-ish, cake c) they had it at the church with no food. d) they went to iicky Ihop afterwards. Ew. But my uncle was there so I stayed sane by talking to him and listening to my sexy iPod. My uncle actually likes The Dresden Dolls *gasp*, which makes me immensly happy. I'm burning that CD for him and he's burning a Pink Floyd CD for me. I give him new CDs he gives me the old ones. Yea! He also said he'd be happy to take me to any concerts I might want to go too as long as he likes the music. I know that he's just trying to get points with me after being an ass all through my childhood but I'm not complaining. This solves my problem of my dad being too cheap to take me to shows, my mom hating all music I like, and my stepdad working too much to stay out any later than 10:30. I'm gonna try for maybe something Used/Glassjaw.

The only other good thing that came from the party was the lovely emo waiter that served us at Ihop. Ironically we were the first table he's ever served. I felt very bad for him because going out with my stepmom and any member of her family causes lots of problems. So Caren rushed the poor kid (because she had to go to her stupid pet sitting job. *grr*), her aunt was the pickiest thing in the world and wasted so much time instructing him how much to cook her bacon and how she wanted her tea *stab*, and of course Jared, Matthew, and Madison made lots of messes. Poor tasty emo boy *lick* < sorry Andrea ^_^ >.

But the most interesting thing was what happened that night. My dad and my a-house-should-fall-on-you-evil stepmom got into a fight. XD!!! It may seem kind of sick that I love having them fight so much but you don't know my stepmom. God I hate that woman so much. The fight was purely her fault by the way. It seriously was, my venomous hatred for her being pushed aside. My step brother Jared fell off his little kid's skatebored and got really scrapped up, see. There was a cut behind his ear that was bleeding a lot. So when he came in crying, my stepgrandma took care of him while my dad put Madison to bed. When he came down he cleaned Jared up and he was fine. He started playing cards with my stepaunt and stepgrandma. All was well. So dad and I started to watch Ray together, a movie he's been dying to watch since it came out in theaters. My dad had a man crush on Ray Charles shhh. We didn't get three minutes into the movie when Caren and Justin come home. Caren doesn't like her mom and aunt very much so when she say they where still at her house playing cards with Jared she started yelling. The yelling pissed off my dad because we couldn't here the movie at all and also because it could wake up the two sleeping babies in the house. The yelling also upset Jared (who is way too sensitive for an 8 year old by the way) and he starts crying and whining about his ear. So Caren, being the genius that she is, assumes that Jared has been crying in pain the entire time she's been gone and my father has been ignoring him to watch a movie with his "fucking daughter". She goes in and starts yelling at my dad and Justin is dumb so he gets smart with my dad and gets in trouble. And Caren insults me for no reason and is screaming and cursing at my dad. But my dad grew some balls ~~about time~~ and yells back at her and tells her to shut up so he can explain. Caren having the self control of a saint, throws a remote at my dad which ends up hitting me in the shoulder. And to be honest it did hurt quite a lot. So they get into a big fight and my dad throws a remote at the wall. Blah blah blah "always spending time with your stupid daughter, Chris" "stop bringing her into this" blah blah blah "don't get involved Justin" "well he's my brother too" *scream curse scream* Justin tells his grandma to shut up and gets smacked and sent to his room. Caren slams some doors. Jared cries his eyes out. And I spend the rest of the night watching Law and Order: SVU in my basement. Yay!

*sigh* Next day they didn't talk about the fight again. I got my Harry Potter book when I went to my house before church, which we ran late for and ended up missing. Double yay! I read my book the entire time I was there, and then read it in the car on the way back to my dad's, read it all through lunch and after and then in the car ride to Quick Check to bring snacks to the movie theater, then in the car to the movie theater. Sadly I had to bid my book adieu when we got there due to the rain. Justin snuck our snacks in and we got our tickets for...Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, triple yay!!! When we got inside a funny thing happened. The reason I was going with Mr. ADD himself was becase all my friends were busy. Efe in London, Viki in Bulgaria, Amira in Egypt, Kristine unreachable, Alexa busy or so I thought, and Heather seeing the movie with her boyfriend earlier that day. But when we got there I saw Heather and her iicky boyfriend there with Alexa. Turns out Alexa was a last minute addition which meant it was safe to be around Heather and Eric because Heather would ignore Eric if there was another human being around. So I got to sit with them during the movie which made it soooooo much more fun. Alexa is just a ball of fun I swear to God. She could make.....killing puppies and kittens fun. I love that girl. So the three of us had a great time ignoring iicky Eric and gabbing about Harry Potter, the genius of Tim Burton, and how awesome Johhny D. is when he plays almost-a-girl characters. The movie kicked all kinds off ass by the way. I've gotten to see lots of good movies lately. Batman Begins....War of the Worlds...saw Million Dollar Baby on DVD *bawls*....and now I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Quadruple yay! I mean there were some parts where Gene Wilder's version was slightly better but having flaming puppets and having a ~~flaming~~ hilarious Willy Wonka made up for it. I want to buy the soundtrack for that movie and see it again sometime soon.

After the movie Justin ditched me *watch me feign sadness* and Lexa, Heather, and me ditched Eric *hah!!*. We hung out in the bathroom and talked about what we knew about Harry Potter so far. Alexa had finished it already (lucky), I was only up to Slughorn's first lesson, and Heather was very surprisngly not done. She was only a chapter or two ahead of me. I don't know if she's done now yet or not, but I have to find out. It's very out of character for her not to be reading the damn thing for the fifth time by now. But she has been really busy with her stupid camp stuff so...

So for the rest of Sunday afternoon and night I devoted all my time to reading the rest of that book. My mom made me watch Sureal Life with her so that wasted some time but I read during the commercials. I was halfway finished by the time I went to bed. The next day I ignored my sister completely and had the book finished by five to 12. ;___; I'm not going to give any spoilers but I cried so very much. If anyone reading this has read the book please shoot me an IM, I need to know people's thoughts because I'm very very confused and very unsatisfied with the ending. I don't like when I don't know for sure why certain things happened.

With the book finished I could finally go on the computer yesterday. Yay Andrea!! So bare with me for right now. I'm about four days behind on all my lj stuff and only just finished clearing out my deviantArt updates. I still have to update my RP journal, email some friends ASAP, fix some shit on my iPod, and clear out my picture and favorites folders.

>__< But right now good people, I'm taking a shower.

Adios

RIP "_____________"

;______;

2005-07-08T16:56:41Z

I'm totally not supposed to be on the computer right now. I'm banned until Monday. Just wanted to let people know.

Britt I saw your journal post when I checked my friend's page really quick. I wish I could help, if my mom goes out this afternoon I'll try and talk to you then. I miss you Andrea. Got to go before my sister comes downstairs

Answers for the Caps

2005-07-03T22:17:52Z

And the winner is.....

*drum roll*

ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!ltsk!!

ltsk got 4 out of 5 correct.

Cap 1 = The Nightmare Before Christmas

(lipglos2myveins, xxdiscarnatexx, motoredxheart, ltsk)

Cap 2 = Moulin Rouge

(...no one)

Cap 3 = Star Wars The Empire Strikes Back - If you say Star Wars then that would mean Star Wars A New Hope.

(ltsk)

Cap 4 = Garden State

(xxdiscarnatexx, motoredxheart, ltsk)

Cap 5 = Aliens Alien is the first movie, Aliens is the sequel ^_^

(ltsk Who gets extra points for mentioning the coolest quote from the movie)

So ltsk if you would like a simple colorbar and/or icon let me know ^_^.

Colorbar XD

2005-07-01T15:03:04Z

Cillian Murphy is Irish Love.
by:mistress_britt

Fucking awesome!!!!! I love this guy. When he first walked in in Batman Begins I was like @________________@. I was uber-pissed when I realized he was Scarecrow because then that would mean he'd get his ass kicked *sniff*. Oh well he's still awesome. mistress_britt you kick ass kinds of ass now &hearts &hearts &hearts

Quizes from lipglos2myveins's journal

2005-06-28T20:52:57Z

The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative
wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the
awe of many people and you are exceptionally
logical. You are an inspirational beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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You Are Ariel!

Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

<td>You are a drumstick.

Absolutely insane. That is how most would describe you. You aren't afraid to take risks, and enjoy putting yourself in strange situations. Most people hang out with you because of your hilarious sense of humour. You light up any bad situation, and can help all of your friends with their problems, except for your own. Because of this, you enjoy being around people like you. Many shut you out for your very weird, random personality, but honestly, you shouldn't care.

Most compatible with: Guitar, and another drumstick.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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Take the quiz: "Which Screamo/Emo singer are you? (PICS)"

Bert McCraken
You are so friggin cool. You know how to sing and scream from the heart. If I knew you I would love you!

Take the quiz: "What piercing are you?"

Lip
You're not one of the popular kids, but who cares? You like it that way. You would rather die than be part of their crowd. You may doubt yourself at times but you know you're cool!

From mistress_britt's journal

2005-06-27T21:48:20Z

Name ten celebrities that you find attractive then tag five of your friends.

(in no particular order)
01- Natalie Portmon
02- Ewan McGregor
03- Kahlen Rondot
04- Emma Caulfield
05- Hayden Christensen
06- Billie Joe Armstrong
07- Kelly Clarkson
08- Michelle Pfieffer
09- Frank Iero
10- Ville Valo

Passing the torch to five of mah buddies:
lipglos2myveins ltsk godieinahole3 accentsarehot xxdiscarnatexx

Game

2005-06-26T23:42:25Z

Stolen from motoredxheart who stole it from crystalkirk

I have posted caps from 5 seperate movies that mean a lot to me. I'm going to have the comments for this screened. You have to guess what the movies are. You don't have to do all five, just which ever ones you can. If anybody gets all of them...I'll give you cookies or make you a simple colorbar or dollie or something.

It's nice to be like those girls in the movies

2005-06-26T22:33:44Z

Wow today was surprisingly fun. One of my best friends Viktoria is going back to Bulgaria for the summer, and she's leaving on Tuesday. So my friend Efe and I decided to take her out to the mall today as a way of saying goodbye and we'll miss you and all that. It was a spur of the moment this so I got my mom really pissed...But I don't care. We got to be like those lame chicks you always see in the movies. You know how they go to the photo booths and try stupid shit on in the store? We did stuff like that. We went to Claire's and tried on tiara's and took our pictures. Then I dragged 'em to Hot Topic (which they both hated) and made Viki wear a green stripped tie and Efe an awesome looking long glove. I had a long gloove thing on too which I so would have bought if I had enough money (;__;). We took our pictures like that too. Then held up our favorite shirts that and took our picture. Then I put on some emo glasses and they put on crazy sunglasses and took our picture that way. I felt bad because I think I was pissing off the people who worked there. I only have five bucks left over from lunch so I got a really cool looking wristband that has the goth-y crosses on it. I have so much shit that has that cross on there so I had to get it. Viki got some fairy postcard too.

After that they dragged me to Macy's to be "girly". We went to the junior section and they said I had to pick out a pink skirt and a pink shirt and try them on. They said we would wear things that were totally out of character. So Efe got a really short blue skirt and a blue halter top. Viki got a knee length orange skirt with a white shirt that showed quite a lot of her chest. And then I had my stupid little pink tee and flowery pink skirt. Then we acted all slutty when we took pictures of ourselves. It was quite fun but the picture of me came out like shit. So even though Efe told me to I will not be putting in anywhere on my lj >_<.

I did see a gorgeous long swirly black skirt that I feel in love with. I had no money to buy it so I wanted to cry. I'll go back and get it sometime next week. It was so pretty. And my sexy black and red knee highs looked kick ass with the skirt. I really wanted to buy that skirt *sniffle*, I don't own a single skirt that I like so that would have been fun to get. Oh well...After that we got some sugar. They got some shit at Cinnabon and I get a yummy vanilla shake at Dairy Queen. We got lost in Sears trying to find the TVs so Viki's dad yelled at us. Well not really but still. Efe and me listened to the Little Mermaid soundtrack like the geeks we are on the way home. With my gorgeous sexy new green iPod mini!!! It really is the cutest sexiest thing. I'm dumping Andrea running off to Vegas with my iPod :-P

So I'm adding more shit to my playlist now. I love my iPod so much *kisses*. I'll be watching another movie with my mom tonight. That's our new thing now. We had a big fight and I said the only time I'm ever happy at my house is when I'm on the computer or alone in my room. So she got really sad and now we're watching a good movie together almost every night. It's not that bad actually. I'll get sick of her eventually ^_^ but it's fun for now. We've only watched Aliens and Speed so far. Air Force One tomorrow and I might convince her to watch Nightmare Before Christmas tonight. I'm in a Tim Burton-y mood due to the millions of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory trailers being shown.

Waiting for Andrea to sign on now.

Sexy iPod!!!!

Take the quiz: "Who Is Your Band Headsinger Boyfriend? ((Includes Screamo, Punk, Metal, and Alternative))"

Gerard Way
Gerard Way, A Very Talented and Sexy New Jersey Devil. Being The FrontMan of My Chemical Romance Has Always Been Such Hard Work But Yet He Still Prevails. Gerard Way Fucking Rocks!!!!

My name using Egyptian Hieroglyphs!

Script by jackol

Your Love Style Is...
Shy!

Something is holding you back. You are a caring person with lots to offer but for some reason you are afraid to let go. Everyone needs love and you are no exception so don't be scared to take the plunge. Come on you know you want to.

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Lavender Rose

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I don't know about that one...

Moon Faerie!

What Faerie Are You?
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you are saddlebrown
#8B4513

Your dominant hues are red and yellow... most of what you do is motivated by your need to change things and have a good time, but you've been known to settle down and think out a situation, too. You tend to surprise people just when they're starting to feel like they've got you down.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

I'm a Starry Paint Brush

I love nightime and darkness.

I look to the stars to see the future

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen!

You should wear : Black
Elegant and dramatic.
A bit depressed but you will never look boring.
Dark clothes are timeless. They can show how you
really feel,
or they can hide your emotions.It is all about how
you present
yourself to other people. So what:
In black you're cool and mysterious! Go you!

What color should you wear?
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Whoa it's Chi and/or Freya! ^___^ She's so cute

What weird misc. thing are you?

Wallama

You're a little backwards and a little annoying, but deep down, we all love you.

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You are...Gingham!
You are cute, light, fluffy, and durable. Always
capable of bouncing back, you can take a
beating from a two-year-old covered with melted
popsicles and go out for an afternoon in the
park on the very same day. Even though you
often have an inexplicable patchwork pattern,
everyone wants to be you! Go gingham!

Which Mass-Produced Textile are You?
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I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.

Trying to find source, will be posted ASAP.

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I don't like parties...

2005-06-25T02:35:40Z

Blah. Today I went to my friend Sofya's birthday party. She's really sweet and fun to hang out with and stuff but I couldn't stand her party.It wasn't her fault. Teenager parties just suck. Suck really bad.

Allow me to eloborate.

*ahem* One girl by the name of Kaylen is what we like to call slutty. During some Black Eyed Peas song she decided to get out of the pool and dance dirty. A few of her friends joined her but it wasn't nearly as explict was what she was doing. Then later Sofya's neighbor came. Who was male. The only male at the whole party. So 9 of the girls there decided they wanted him. Kaylen was the the worst. They all got in the hot tub and played truth or dare with him. Kaylen was dared to flash everyone her chest. And she did. Three times. And allowed the boy a good look.

Then they dared Elaina to kiss the boy. Her, being normal, said no and only kissed his cheek (she also tried to put her hand over his mouth and kiss him that way but they didn't like that). So Kaylen demonstarted how to kiss the boy all of a sudden. Four times. Then Christina decided to do it too even though she has a boyfriend last I heard. And the boy looks really uncomfortable. It didn't help that he seemed to be keen about a really nice girl at the party named Kayla.

Truth or dare games like that are no fun. Luckily right before it was my turn the cake came. I would have been a baby and picked truth though. I don't wanna be kissing that boy or anything like that.

Poor Sofya got sick after that. I think she might have been too dehydrated, tired, and hot from the jacuzzi. She said her chest felt really hot so she had to go to the doctor right after I left. I left early because I was having a pretty shitty time. I don't really fit in with that type of stuff. It's not my thing.

Hanging out with Viki, Jill, and Tara was fun though. Tara's my buddie. :) But because I didn't go swimming she decided to get me as wet as possible. She thought it was funny to hug me over and over to get me soaked just as I was getting dried off. She also tried to teach me to "pop it" which is some dance move I know nothing about...oo;;. I'm not a swimmer and I'm not a dancer. Nor am I a kissing random people type of gal.

I feel so sorry for the guy at the party though. All these crazy chicks kept being so obnoxious to him. Three girls came up to him and told him to make a gun with his thumb and index finger. And for those who don't know that's the immature thing people due to apparantly tell how big a guy's cock is. When the guy realized this he went upstairs. I didnt' blame him. It was really embarrassing just to be friends with those girls. *sigh*

Bottom line... I &hearts you Sofya, feel better sweetie. Random boy whose name I think is Richard, I pity you and I hope you hook up with Kayla because she's really nice. Not all teenage girls are like that. Tara you're the bestest ever. Viki pushing you in the pool is fun. Jill thank you for being normal. New friend Heather P. you kick all kinds of ass. Kaylen you're a slut, cut it out. Christina grow some tack. Truth or dare games in hot tubs are devil work. Teenage parties suck. The end

I'm off to watch Batman Returns and then go to sleep. For some reason that party exhausted me even though I didn't do much. :\

&hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-06-23T22:39:00

2005-06-24T02:40:38Z

I have the best fucking icon ever now. You should all worship it XD

I love Michelle Pfieffer as Catwoman so much you have no idea

I'll stare at it the rest of the night now

Dos

2005-06-20T17:07:09Z

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-06-05T19:27:00

2005-06-06T02:32:34Z

Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. frank iero score: 23
2. simple plan score: 15
3. bert/gerard score: 15
4. fanfiction score: 14
5. punk score: 14
6. harry potter score: 13
7. icons score: 13
8. brand new score: 13
9. good charlotte score: 12
10. sum 41 score: 12
11. boys kissing score: 12
12. emo score: 12
13. bright eyes score: 11
14. jeph howard score: 11
15. movies score: 11
16. bam margera score: 11
17. gerard/frank score: 11
18. gerard/mikey score: 10
19. benji madden score: 10
20. mest score: 10

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*sigh* Not much new right now. Being uber serious in an RP right now. Not much going on. Have to go two Spanish posters tomorrow. Make a longer post later

Inside joke: I love you my pretty princess! ^_^ xoxo

Tomorrow's turned up dead....

2005-06-01T01:10:03Z

*sigh* Today is very stressful....

I still have to do an English paper but I've gotten way too distracted. One of my friends is having a really tough time right now. She recently got her first boyfriend (she's 14) and now some really weird stuff is going on. He's been acting really scary and practically suffocating her. She's worried and I'm worried to. The kid always seemed a bit off to me and he's been really obsessive with her lately. I don't what's going to happen. :(

That alone is really really bothering me. I'm so worried she's going to get hurt. I don't know what else to say besides that

Going to bed depressed.

You are sad because of your grief

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Out

Jawa jawa

2005-05-23T00:12:58Z

I saw Star Wars for the third time today with my daddy and my two brothers. Jared fell asleep the stupid kid. Justin, mister ADD, surprisingly enjoyed it. The movie is just as good the third time, no matter what anybody says. After seeing the movie though I've decided on two things. One is that I want to fuck Hayden Christensen and Natalie Portmon so bad. Anakin and Padme are a gorgeous couple. I mean, yeah Han and Leia were far more interesting but God....Anakin and Padme. So yummy. The other thing is that I really really want some Anakin/Obi-Wan shit. Colorbars...icons...fics anything. M'just really in the mood for it.

On a sadder note I'm pissed off at my "bf". I don't even want to call him a boyfriend because he really isn't. I told him that I liked him back in October and we're supposedly going out. Yeah well he lives in a completely different town and our parents hate each other so we can't let any of our family know. So I talk to him about twice every two months if I'm lucky. And I've seen him a total of four times since we "got together". It isnt' a real relationship so I'm not going to consider it one. I can't tell the kid anything either. With him it's all "Alien Vs. Predator this" "Fantastic Four that" I mean I'm a sci-fi geek and all but dude you gotta grow up. I'm starting to forget why I liked him. I hope to God he doesn't find out my lj and read this. I'm taking the baby way out and ranting in my journal that nobody reads instead of talking to him about it. I can talk about all the girls I like in here and not get him freaked out and uncomfortable.

Anyway..what was I saying about him? Oh I'm mad at him because I was supposed to see Star Wars with him this weekend and he never called me. I heard from my dad who's best friends with his dad that he went out with friends or something. Some girl Stephanie was with him. I don't want to be the lame bitchy girlfriend who gets overly jealous but he's never hung out with many girls before so I don't know why he's starting now. I may have to talk to him about that.

*sigh* Anyway I'm gonna go make some icons and colorbars of my pretty Kahlen. I really really like her. She's too adorable for words. And I still think she should have won. Plus I have to do an essay for a book I didn't read for English. Also I gotta memorize a speech from Romeo and Juliet to present to my class. And this is what I'm going to present:

Come, gentle night; come, loving, black-browed night;
Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun.

Wish me luck.

Ps.
To mistress_britt I love you and I hope you feel better
xoxo

Star Wars!!!!!!

2005-05-20T10:48:12Z

*spazz attack* Yesterday was so amazing. I got to see the new Star Wars movie yesterday. Something I've been counting down the days for, for the past 3 years!!! It was so incredibly amazing. And heartbreaking. And intense. And romantic. And...over. Now the whole saga is over. *wails* I'm such a huge fucking Star Wars geek you have no idea. And I'm sad it's over. The movie was amazing though, just amazing. Georgie boy redeemed himself from the past two movies.

And something else I discovered while watching it is that Hayden Christensen and Natalie Portmon are the hottest on screen couple I've seen. They didn't get to do much sexy and/or hot stuff in this movie but still just seeing those two together is like @___@. I loves both of them so much and they're both so fucking hot. *sigh* I get to go see the movie again today with the Star Wars club at my high school. Then again on Saturday with my dad and then Sunday with my boyfriend so I'm happy.

Gotta go to school now. My mom'll rip my throat out if I miss the bus cause of the computer again

Ugh

2005-05-16T01:07:21Z

Haven't posted since before I left Disney. Not like anybody cares but I had a really shitty time. After spending a whole week with my aunt and her fiancee I have learned 3 things. One that they are drunk assholes. Two I hate them. Three I can't ever be alone with my almost-uncle again. He offered me beer (I'm fucking underage mind you) and told me I had big tits. And he's marrying my aunt, okay? I hate him. Other than that disgusting trip I've been occupying my time by watching the hilarious cartoon that is Foamy. He's my new icon as you can see *grins*

Also I have a new obsession and love. And that is America's Next Top Model. They were showing all the episodes from this season on VH1 yesterday. That's a fucking good show. Kahlen is just too adorable. She's a gorgeous girl. I'm rooting for her. But I'm happy because my top two favorites made it too the finals. Naima is in the top too, she has a cute little fauhawk (sp?) sometimes that's just fantabolous. I want Kahlen to win really bad though. I was gushing about her every episode. Look at her!

Look how cute!!! Each girl had to be a different animal in this one. Her and Naima were the luckiest. Naima got cheetah and Kahlen got the national animal of South Africa, a springbox.

Closeup!

This was from the episode where the seven girls had to represent the seven deadly sins while laying in a coffin in and eight foot deep hole. Kahlen's childhood friend had just died so this shoot was super hard for her. I felt so bad ;__;. She was Wrath and she did an amazing job I think.

She looks like an angel in this one.

Closeup

This is the most recent photoshoot and it's closeup

Here is Kahlen's biggest competition (in my opinion anyway, Naima

There we go. I wasted enough space. I'll be watching the finale on Wednesday. Well not I won't. I'll be watching lost. I'll be taping the finale on Wednesday. M'gonna go watch Desperate Housewives and read The Davinci Code now

Vacation ^___^

2005-04-29T20:44:17Z

Hey sweethearts. Doing my second ever real post today. No quizes and shit this time. I'll be leaving for Disney World tommorrow morning and will be deprieved of my pretty computer for seven whole days. :( But I'll get over it. I'm meeting Mickey Mouse after all! *spazz*

I'll miss a bazillion updates so I'll have to spend two straight days on lj when I get back to catch up but 'tis okay.

Oh and I have a mini rant to make too. Today I was saying goodbye to one of my best buddies Tiana (she's the cutest thing I swear). And as we were walking to our buses she got really sad that I was leaving (aww I felt so loved) and she was hugging me a lot and saying she'll miss me. So I had my arm around her and I was holding her as we walked and she had her arm around me waist. Then this kid walks over to us and asks that we kiss each other. Neither of us have any idea who this kid is and the way he said it was just so obnoxious. It bothered me for a while. And I think it freaked out Tiana because as far as I know she's completely straight. She's so adorable though so under different circumstances I'd kiss her but not for some random, tactless kid's personal pleasure. That really pissed me off. The asshole.

Well anyone I'm off to Disney!
Adios
xoxoxo

Icon quiz

2005-04-24T22:22:56Z

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
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Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

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Lost Survey

2005-04-23T13:19:53Z

*A LOST Survey*
Why did you start watching the show?	To be honest Dominic Monaghan
What made you decide to keep watching the show?	The show's so damn smart and suspenseful with so much character depth it's amazing
Who is your favorite character and why?	Charlie, I love every bit of his history. Sawyer would be second because he's so intriguing
Who is your least favorite character and why?	Shannon. She just annoys me
What is your favorite pairing and why?	Charlie and Claire!!! It's the cutest
What is your least favorite pairing and, yes, why?	Shannon and Sayid. It just annoys me because she annoys me. The pairing doesn't make much sense
What has been your favorite episode thusfar?	Oh...hmm... I love "The Moth"
Your least favorite?	"Do No Harm"
Which character/pairing do you think should be focused on or developed more?	Hurley
What is your favorite crazy island mystery?	The hatch
Who do you think has the most interesting backstory?	Charlie, Locke, Sawyer, and Hurley
Whose backstory is the least interesting?	Shannon
Which plot twist completely blindsided you?	The fact that Hurley was so interesting and that he was the only one, so far, who is directly connected to the island and Danille
Which plot twist could you totally see coming?	Boone's death ;__;
Who did you think was going to die before it became obvious?	Boone or Jin
Who do you prefer - Jack or Sawyer?	Saywer!!
Sayid/Nadia or Sayid/Shannon?	Sayid/Nadia, Nadia was very strong, Shannon's sort of blah
Did you once think Sayid or Charlie had a chance with Kate?	Well Charlie had a little crush on her in the beginning but I knew they'd never go together
Do you think Locke is good, evil, or something else?	Something else but good overall
Which characters, if any, did you like at first and now dislike?	Hmm...none really
Which characters (again if any) did you at first and now don't mind?	I really didn't like Boone or Kate at first but I love(d) Boone and I'm warming up to Kate quite a lot
What character cannot you off no matter how much of an ass they are in any particular episode?	Charlie!
Are you disappointed about David Fury having left the show?	Yes :(
Is there anything that would make you STOP watching?	I'd like to say that there might be but I know for a fact I could never stop watching unless they totally fucked the entire show up which I doubt is gonna happen
What action do you think would be a dire mistake for the writers to make?	Showing the monster or killing off Charlie.
Do you think they have everything perfectly worked out, or are they winging it?	I think they're making up a majority of it as they go laughs
Do you think LOST deserves an obligatory fluff-episode, or is it above all that?	They better not ever have ANY fluff episodes
Are you quite happy to see the music montages die with Hurley's batteries?	It was really cool the way they did that. I didn't mind the music montages but I don't miss them either
And finally, where the hell are they?!	...........Disney World?
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2005-04-19T21:02:13Z

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These jokes make me giggle

2005-04-13T20:24:24Z

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the girl to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen this guy's an escaped convict - look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which the wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong, honey. I love you too."

Funny joke. Don't credit me. Not mine

2005-04-13T18:57:17Z

A sadist, a masochist, a murderer, a necrophile, a zoophile and a pyromaniac are all sitting on a bench in a mental institution, bored out of their minds.

"How about having sex with a cat?" asked the zoophile.

"Lets have sex with the cat and then torture it," says the sadist.

"Lets have sex with the cat, torture it and then kill it," shouted the murderer.

"Lets have sex with the cat, torture it, kill it and then have sex with it again," said the necrophile.

"Lets have sex with the cat, torture it, kill it, have sex with it again and then burn it," said the pyromaniac.

Silence took over... then everyone turned to the masochist and asked:

"So, what's it gonna be?"

To which he replies, "Meow."

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Under Pressure day!

2005-04-12T20:49:36Z

Happy Under Pressure released on i-tunes Day!

If only I could listen to more than the first 30 seconds. My mom doesn't want me using her credit card online anymore after I bought a bunch of My Chem amgazines from Britain with it. Does anybody know where I can get it without using i-tunes? I've donated to musicforrelief.org if that helps.

Anyway today my friend Kristine and I invented two fantastic new games during lunch. They are as follows: *ahem*

Scoop - when the school lunch fries are found to be unedible one dumps their fries onto their tray. Then one takes the fry cup and tries to scoop up as many french fries as possible without lifting up the tray or using their hands. It's much harder than it sounds and lots of fun. The person who misses the least amount of tries wins. I won today by only missing 8. Boo-ya bitch!

Toss - this one is much simplier. One simply takes a fry and finds the closest person with a big mouth. You instruct them to open their mouths wide and simply try and toss the french try into their mouths. Sadly no one won today, we kept hitting poor Robert in the face.

This is random and complete bullshit but I said I would post it on my lj and dammit I'm a girl of my word. The lovely creative titles are credit to my buddy Kristine.

P.S - My friend Nadia told me MCR and The Used would be on Daily Download today cause of Under Pressure

Hello, I'm good for nothing -

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-12-06T20:25:00

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-07-27T11:53:00

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

;______;

Answers for the Caps

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Quizes from lipglos2myveins's journal

From mistress_britt's journal

Game

It's nice to be like those girls in the movies

I don't like parties...

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-06-23T22:39:00

Dos

bella_muerte919 @ 2005-06-05T19:27:00

Tomorrow's turned up dead....

Jawa jawa

Star Wars!!!!!!

Ugh

Vacation ^___^

Icon quiz

Lost Survey

Two new quizes

These jokes make me giggle

Funny joke. Don't credit me. Not mine

Under Pressure day!

sigh sigh sigh